Goodbye

On Friday I said goodbye to my close fellow-workers. We drunk a few beers and talked. It was really great – we regreted that till now we didn’t meet after work a lot. Probably we won’t be able to meet know but I hope I will stay in contact with them. They are really great people. They said that they will come to see me in Warsaw but I don’t know if it was just talking. I will see. Maybe if stimulate them to meet me it will work. Now all of them work in one company so it would be easier. But if they change their jobs or place of living it would be harder. However I’d like to know what will be with us.
Right away leaving my working place I feel a little sad. But after my meeting with my fellow-workers I felt happy and quiet. My new job is like any other job. I will be doing the same what I was doing in my previous job. That what really change are people who surrounded me and that is probably that what I will be missing to. But if there is a chance that people whom I worked with won’t forget me I feel better.

Finally I left my job today!

I am a little bit sad since I said goodbye to everyone with tears in my eyes. I will miss them, oh I will really miss them all. It was great two years. In the evening I’m going to meet a few of my closest fellow-workers. We will drink beer and chat and have a good fun I hope. But I know that this meeting will be a little bit sad too. I don’t know if I see whenever each of them. It is so unbelievable. But… I chosed that way, I decided to remove and to change a job, so I have to manage it.

Last minutes of work

I said goodbye, cleaned my desktop and now I’m having the last cup of tea here.

Today is that day!

I can’t started this day without writing a few words. I still can’t believe that today is my last day of work and since Monday I will be working somewhere else. I think I won’t realize that till I will spend a few days in new job. However now I’m remembering my first day at actual work. I was a little frightened and stressed but when I come into building and meet my first fellow-workers I feel happy and full of joy because they turned out to be great people. Then my fears disappeared. After a few days, weeks of my working here I was a little afraid of that I won’t prove myself but those fears turned out to be unnecessary. I was doing my best and my bosses where glad.
On Monday surely I will feel a little frightened but I hope it will be over after I will start work and some time pass by.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is the last day of work in my actual job. I wonder how to celebrate it and how to enjoy every minute of that day. I’m a little bit sad because I’m leaving it but I will remember that two years which I spend there. This two years was great time. I meet there a lot of great people, spend a lot of joyful days and first of all I learn a lot. That was my first job and as the Billie Myers’ song says “Nothing ever tastes quite as good Quite as sweet As it does the first time” so I’m sure I will always remember that time as a great time. I hope I will be in contact with some people which I worked with. I hope they don’t forget me and sometimes will miss me. After work I’m going to meet some people and drink a few beers or something, talk and laugh and have a good time. Whatever I write now it won’t express all the feelings I feel now so I write only one sentence more: It’s great change.

Time for summary

I think that as there’s time to say goodbye to this place I should write some summary about what was going on in my life during my stay here. So…
After about two weeks since I had removed here I cut my hair. Since then I have short hair and I feel very well with it. Before my cutting I had long dark hair. Now my hair are almost bright – highlights. It was big change for me because I was afraid of cutting hair. I was used to having long hair and ponytail. It was also the time when I was dating R. But as I was very bored this relationship I broke up with him in May. During the first half of the past year I was studying very hard and in June I finally graduated. On the day I graduated I was also drown by a hair’s breadth. Fortunately everything came out well. Shortly after graduation I started to date with M. We have been being together till now. In summer I was on my first leave. In autumn I started to consider removing to some other city – like Warsaw, for example. In winter I started to look for a better job. In February I got my diploma and in March I finally found the job which probably suits me fine and I decided to remove to Warsaw. That is my past year for short.

If “Isolde” is a good nick?

I wonder if choosing “Isolde” as my blogger nick is a good idea. She wasn’t a happy person, she was even a tragic person. I’m afraid that I will be tragic person too. Maybe I should choose nick which would be associated with someone happy and successful.

Something about cheese again

I would like to write some words about quotations which I placed in one of the previous notes. Look at: “What would you do if you weren’t afraid”. That is good question. Firstly when I read that book I thought that if I weren’t afraid I would start everything at the beginning. I tried not to afraid and I managed to make everything to start at the beginning. But now I’m afraid a little again. Starting at the beginning isn’t simple and not always pleasant.

Yesterday meeting

Yesterday I met with my friends. Probably it was our last meeting before my leaving. I’m really happy that I have so great friends. I’ll miss them when I will be in Warsaw. I’m sure that they will miss me too. It’s both sad and joyful. It’s so great to feel that you have friends who will miss you and who like you very much, which you can always talk to about everything you want. On the other hand it’s so sad to leave those people and go somewhere where they won’t be. I hope that in my new job I will find people who will so great and trustful.

Who moved my cheese?

Some quotations from one of my favourite books “Who moved my cheese”. It’s clever story where cheese is a synonym of all those things which are important for all the people. For me it is my actual life. Now I’m going to change many things – job and living place. These are great changes and I’m full of doubts and fears. So I’m trying to help myself by reading those words:

• The More Important Your Cheese Is To You The More You Want To Hold Onto It
• If You Do Not Change You Become Exctinct
• What would you do if you weren’t afraid
• Smell Your Cheese Often So You Know When It Is Getting Old
• Movement In A New Direction Helps You Find A New Cheese
• When You Move Beyond Your Fear, You Feel Free
• Imagining Myself Enjoying The Cheese Even Before I Find It, Lead Me To It
• The quick you let go of old cheese, the sooner you will find new cheese
• Old Beliefs Do Not Lead You To The New Cheese
• When You See That You Can Find New Cheese, You Change Course
• Noticing Small Change Early Helps Adapt To Bigger Change That Are To Come
• Change happens
• Anticipate changes
• Adapt to change quickly
• Enjoy change
• Savior the adventure and enjoy the taste of new cheese
• Be ready to change quickly and enjoy it again